Sometimes I wish I could fly to an isolated island. All I need is food, water, and fresh air, oh and of course sunny day.
People are just so complicated and difficult to deal with. "Family" could become a jail.
I tried so hard to survive, at work or at home.
I am just so f***ing tired of everything!
I want to puke, and I wish all these are just a nightmare and when I woke up I was a super rich woman, and an orphan. I did not need to worry, or to be more exactly, serve for any one!
I want to only take care of me! Me! Me! Only Me!
I want to be selfish! I want to be careless! I want to be heartless! I want to feel nothing! I want to be free!!!!
Life is just too difficult!! Why can't I have an easy life? Why do I have to suffer?
I have so much to do but so little time.
Maybe I need to become a butterfly. Elegant, soft, beautiful, and free.
Can't sleep, but need sleep!
Just feel so angry and hate the world at this moment, and it's ok. I know. I do not need to love this world.
But who would love me when I am so down?
