天空

Sunshine and Summertime
(by Faith Hill)

We’ve got bare foot ladies
and tricked out Mercedes
People getting crazy on the boulevard
We’ve got classic colas
and ice cold corona’s
and big pool parties in the back yard

I said

“heyyyyy, that’s the way we do it”
new friends and blue skies that never end.
“Heyyyyy, that’s the way we like it”
Good times, sunshine and summertime.

You’ll see straw sombreros
and t-top camero’s
Stereo’s blasting in the parking lot.
You’ll see rock hard bodies
and bikini hotties
and everybody’s got it goin’ on,
and showing what they got.

“Heyyyyy, that’s the way we do it.”
New friends and blue skies that never end.
“Heyyyyy that’s the way we like it”
Good times, sunshine and summertime.

I said “Hey everybody, can’t you feel the rhythm?”
“Now, hey everybody, don’t you want to party?”
“Hey everybody, can’t you feel the rhythm now?”
“Hey everybody, don’t you want to party?”

“heyyyyy, that’s the way we do it”
new friends and blue skies that never end.
“Heyyyyyy that’s the way we like it”
Good times, sunshine and summertime.

“heyyyyy, that’s the way we do it”
new friends and blue skies that never end.
“Heyyyyyy that’s the way we like it”
Good times, sunshine and summertime.

Good times, sunshine and summertime
Good times, sunshine and summertime


今天凌晨三點四十分, 心悸得很嚴重, 睡不著, 整個晚上其實都睡不好... 索性起來上網...
很想要上傳一首歌到我的網誌裡, 突然看到這首 Sunshine and Summertime, 很喜歡~
思緒飄到以前在美國的夏日時光真的很美好,
去年初夏的第一次散步到xx的辦公室, 
今年夏天去邁阿密海灘, 
夏天一定要吃的冰淇淋, 
夏天傍晚的兩人散步, 
夏天悠閒的腳踏車之旅, 
夏天偶爾溫暖又不炙熱的陽光, 
還有夏天無數的小旅遊......

好想念親愛的他, 好想念好想念......
我工作上的不如意又算什麼? 哪比得上思念的難敖?
xx最近身體狀況一直很不好, 日漸消瘦不說, 飽受腹瀉之苦以及晚上無法安睡, 還有完全無法吃正常食物......
還加上寂寞作祟, 思念讓他難熬, 還有工作壓力...... 種種不如意讓他的情況雪上加霜
唉~ 非常心疼, 但是卻無能為力

知道如果我在他身邊, 至少可以陪著他...
但是情況卻不是像我想的那麼簡單, 現在真的不能走, 也走不開...
媽媽每天中午親自為我準備午餐, 還會多準備讓我帶便當, 最近工作上遇到挫折, 她也會不斷支持我...
爸爸充滿驕傲與喜悅的神情, 實在難以抗拒....
現在工作剛起步, 也很想要從工作中自我肯定......

我想, 是我太自私, 一味的希望他願意守著我, 願意等我, 卻無視他的苦痛與折磨......

我一直都是快樂主義者, 我一直覺得要做讓自己快樂的事情
但是我的快樂卻是建築在別人的不快樂上, 甚至是痛苦, 
那麼我的快樂就變成一點意義也沒有......

這首歌是輕快又快樂的夏日時光, 還是好好多聽幾次, 放鬆心情, 一切順其自然......
再看看吧~